LISTENING: POLOROID- SO DAMN BEAUTIFUL

i think i worry too much. & it's fucked up, as always.
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i've been sitting here staring at the screen for almost five minutes, trying to figure out what to say. it's been surreal. i actually don't think i've ever run such an extreme gambit of emotions in such a short period of time, and mostly i'm just drained.

i think i would be sleeping in tonight. i'm so tired, like most of the time. yesterday i slept out the alarm clock out. and this morning i slept over the noise of the TV. while sleeping under layers of warmth. on monday, the routine began again. somewhere in there, i tried to fit in love. every morning at 7.12, i would run to the bus stop and always just make it in time. in my mobile phone's memory, i have a short note saved to myself. i have no recollection of the date or a clear explanation for writing it but all it reads is, "I'm okay. I'm okay. I'm okay."

anyway, we're going to school tomorrow to watch the soccer match. and then we're gonna stay over in school to watch the world cup finals :D hope it'll be fun! yesterday i almost got grounded for coming home at around 11.30pm. i was at Tampines! i can't possibly fly home man, it's a 1 hour ride home on the mrt.

just to cheer myself up, (i can't believe i'm so boring i bore myself to death), yesterday i had break with Ah- Fah! & nana! haha, for some reason we laughed like escaped patients from Woodbridge. i had curry puff and i had to eat it with 2 dessert forks. and then Fah had milkshake so me and nana started linking with whatever that was happening with pregnancies and abortion. hahaha, what the hell lah. okay i'm bummed. pfffff.